Life in Current State

It is exactly what the post title says. After so much time spent staring at the computer screen watching Maya progress at the speed of nothing, I try to make myself feel better by looking at others' work on the blogosphere. Then I'm a mix of being mildly inspired and greatly depressed and as I open up my sketchbook, clutching onto a pencil, we blankly stare at each other for about half an hour and then I just wham my head against the table:'(

Any cure?